[SmG Phantom]

I just wanna tell some of you a bit about myself, even though I kinda already did that? maybe?...

I have an OK life. I dont have a lot to complain, but still, having to get out of bed every day is the hardest thing I have to do. Every morning I wake up and then I think... Should i just cycle to some train station and... or should i cycle to school. every day, a small thing for others is something big for me. someone close to me isnt at school, others just send a message and its good. i need to make sure they r ok the whole day(atleast some), and without some people at school, everything is even worse.
then there is also my feelings of love/liking. im 15 years old but somehow i feel so... weird about it all. and i cant stop thinking about loving some people, caring about them so much that well.... you know, i would do anything for them... its all a bit weird and im also quite young MAYBE? idk... anyway, just wanted to let you guys know how i feel since i feel like i can talk about this a bit here. 

another happy birthday to benthebanana.
selma got motm nice going on that.
congrats on promotions wish i had that spicy purple color.
dont know if this is gonna be removed.
thanks for taking the time to read this, phantom out OH GOD THATS CRINGY