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Some people been there before when life just being an a-hole to you ,giving you all the pain it can throw at you most of the times it changes a person who they really are it happened to me already and already back to the old me but that line that always haunts me everynight from 8 years ago, "vinny don't you die on me, vinny stay with me," most nights I spend the whole night crying about many things. It made me weak emotionally so usually a girl can easily manipulate me... maybe it was a cry for help or its just me but again I never ask for help, maybe I'm to weak to get up once again it hurted me when I struggled trying to get back up again but I'm getting stronger , I know the pain is heavy but I can get up again to keep going and my love for courtney is bulletproof and I just hope things don't get bad once again. Sometimes you just lose yourself of who you really are."Pain changes people"
(03 Dec 2018, 06:18 AM)Queen Masty Wrote: Oof ive been there a million times over. I just dont like sharing it with poeple unless they are very dear to me and i know i can trust them...
Yes, I’m going through some right now. I’ve decided to try killing off my emotions and getting too attached with others. It’s just a distraction and prevents you from being able to be successful and think of yourself better. It’s also an epitome for pain. I’ve also discovered as to how disgusting love is. So yes... I’m going through changes right now due to to a situation I've had to deal with. That situation being me finding out and seeing that the two people I have mostly loved my whole life are dating and had no intentions of telling me whatsoever.
I was in so much pain.... The pain is so indescribable, it was gut wrenching and it felt like your heart was being ripped out of your chest. That was how bad the pain was and after that... I've never wanted to feel again nor any pain...
(This post was last modified: 04 Dec 2018, 12:25 PM by Valentina.)
(03 Dec 2018, 06:18 AM)Queen Masty Wrote: Oof ive been there a million times over. I just dont like sharing it with poeple unless they are very dear to me and i know i can trust them...
so since i am one of those dearest people when ya gonna tell me?
People change all the time with life and stuff, it happens, but change isn't always bad. Sometimes change teaches you things about yourself you never knew, and it teaches you to be a better person. :P Just gotta keep on keeping on. :)