[Beasty]

So explain to me why I retired then huh? I had done the roster plenty of times, without really anyone else; even with the stuff I've mentioned before hand working against me, I went out of my way to get on and do that shit. So fucking what if I said I hate that job? It's true, it does suck, even ask alloy (you know, one of the people who actually used to do it too). That doesn't mean I refused to do it.

Anyone with the idea that I didn't do anything and retired because I didn't like the job is welcome to piss off. I retired because even though it was getting done it was not happening at a rate I felt was benifical to everyone, and I knew that someone could come along and do it better.

I wanted to try and do it as best as I could to get promoted yes. Thats because mod was something that would've been better for me to do to help out because it would've been easier for me to do the job efficently. I was hurting the clan staying at RM however, and I made a mature decision and retired from the position.

Am I supposed to care that a few dim witts can't see that (even though it isnt their buisness anyway)? You think I don't know that people talk about me behind my back just like they do lich? I know that. Those people are ignorant however, and I couldn't honestly give two fucks about someones opinion of me when they don't understand a damn thing.

Im nobodies scape goat and I wont be treated that way. I don't have to take it and I won't.