[Valentina]

Yes, I’m going through some right now. I’ve decided to try killing off my emotions and getting too attached with others. It’s just a distraction and prevents you from being able to be successful and think of yourself better. It’s also an epitome for pain. I’ve also discovered as to how disgusting love is. So yes... I’m going through changes right now due to to a situation I've had to deal with. That situation being me finding out and seeing that the two people I have mostly loved my whole life are dating and had no intentions of telling me whatsoever. 

I was in so much pain.... The pain is so indescribable, it was gut wrenching and it felt like your heart was being ripped out of your chest. That was how bad the pain was and after that... I've never wanted to feel again nor any pain...