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When i was 5 my parents bought a PlayStation 2 for me , the first games i owned were cars the video game , test drive unlimited , killzone 2 and ratchet deadlocked. I didnt have a memory card so i grinded those games and tried to get past stages and stuff asap , i was literally speed running without even realising it. despite having to play from the beginning over and over again , it never actually bored me because i accepted that as normal. then i got a HTC desktop when i was 9 , the first game i got was counter strike. Unlike most people i actually bought cs instead of pirating it because i didnt know what pirating was. since the disk included cs condition zero , I played that mostly because it had bots unlike cs 1.6. I didn't play online for a little while cause whenever i connected to a server,,, it would start downloading stuff from the server (mostly custom sprites) which i didnt have time for because i couldn't play for more than 4 hours. but when i did play it online , i fr enjoyed it even though i had a negative K/D initially but my parents got worried because they heard people cussing and stuff on the in game voice chat. i actually Googled how to mute people in cs in order to continue playing lol. its crazy how i remember this vividly.


cs really shaped my interest to be more inclined to fps games than anything else , killzone 2 could have been the same but it felt tedious and repetitive compared to cs. Though I think even KZ2 had bots