[Beasty]

I know that feel bro. My grandfather has had a defective heart since he was 13, he has needed a pacemaker all his life to make his heart pump. He has had open heart surgery 5 times, multiple strokes... Hes on floods of meds. I love him so much that I don't think I could be selfish enough to feel sad when he dies. Hes such an amazing man, and I don't want to see him in pain.