I just wanted to say Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas to everyone in advance because I might not be able to do so on the day of or before Christmas since I'll be super busy doing Christmas shopping, celebrating with family, and celebrating my grandma's birthday. I also want to say that I know some of you in the community don't take kindly to me and I respect that and as much as it hurts for me not wanting to have done this sooner... I forgive you for not liking me for whatever reason. I came to the realization that there will always be people who will either like you or not like you in life and it's something you can't do anything nor change about it, in order words, it's better to let go of what you can't change and just move on with your lives.
As one of my new year's resolution, I'm really trying to better myself as a person and improve my personality and lifestyle as whole in order to be happier and live a happier life. Amongst those improvements, one thing I really hope to improve is by having my emotions and feelings try to not control the best of me, hold grudges (life's too short to hold grudges), and to be more accepting and forgiving of others. Anyways, I hope that those who have some sort of grudge against me (you know who you are and I hope you'll take the time to read this) will find it in their hearts to forgive me for what I've ever done to them and that we can just put aside our differences and move on with our lives. I may not be able to change what you see, think nor feel about me, but I am willing to accept that, I just hope that you'll be able to forgive me someday and it might not be today nor tomorrow or ever at all, but I'll be waiting if that time ever comes....
Anyways, I love you all very much with my heart and I'm looking forward to seeing you all next year. Thank you for all making me so happy and for an amazing year of memories, laughter, and friendship.
Signing off,
Leona
(Early) Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas 