[Lynx]

How my father passed (ill include my Deja vu problem in this and the next part)

Well, allow me to tell you all a story. So, back when I was 6 years old, I was sleeping in my bed and during my dream, I saw my dad die next to me on his bed. I woke up crying but I didnt know why until moments later I remembered what I dreamt about. I was confused by the dream and why I was crying about it, as my young mind shook it off as a nightmare. 

Little did I know 7 years later, on January 31st 2019 around 6pm, his cancer took over and he had an abdominal aortic aneurysm. During that very moment as I was sitting next to him, I felt a cold air surround me when I looked down to see him not breathing no more. Thats when I realized I was right... he did pass on early. After that day, it started to snow and as I stepped outside on my porch to watch the snow fall, I realized maybe I could've helped prevent this. 

What I mean by that is, my father realized he had cancer a after my birth even though signs were popping up a bit before my birth. My mother kept alerting him about signs like how his waste was odd looking, or how much more often he went to the bathroom. It started to worsen when the real sign came up, blood was on the toilet paper he wiped with. They panicked and went to the ER and thats when they realized, especially the doctor, something was wrong but they weren't sure. My mom on the other hand, knew quite well what it was. Cancer. The same cancer her uncle had when he was younger than my father. 

Years later, symptoms started coming up heavily. Such as extreme blood loss from the colon and even more frequent bathroom visits. They went to the Hospital to have it checked up on and thats when s**t really hit the fan. Lesions on his left lung. Thats when my mother told my father and the doctors it was cancer and it was on the move. My dad and mom cried a lot that night. The doctor tried to reassure them that it was treatable, and yes it was.

(second part in the next post)