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When I was 10 my biological mother, who had split personality disorder, assumed the identity of Janet, an estranged omnicidal fundamentalist baptist. Long story short, in an effort to "rid the world of commie scum, starting with this household", she lit the house ablaze trying to murder us all.
My father was a member of the CPA (communist party of America), you see; he had joined the CPA nearly five years prior when he and some buddies at the office really took an interest in socio-political science, and before long one had really dove into Marxist ideology- my father. Idealizing a world driven by the catering to human need regardless of wealth or social status, he envisioned a society which could properly address my mothers deep mental instability, as he could not afford the expensive treatment for her and loved her too much to put her in a psych ward. His coworkers, like all good Americans, quickly but politely rejected the topic, so he joined the Communist Party of America to surround himself with people who understood his plight.
Ultimately, and perhaps ironically, the only one who died in the fire was my mother. Shortly thereafter, my dad suffered severe depression, so I was sent to live with my grandparents in a more remote and quiet town in Ohio. It wasn't until I turned 17 that my grandparents told my father had committed suicide years before once I was all moved. They say he dumped what was left of the liquor cabinet over his head after a night of binge drinking and lit himself up with zippo.
I sometimes still feel like it's partly my fault. If I had protested more I could've stayed with him and he would still be alive today. My psychologist told me that my mothers death left me without a maternal figure during crucial child development stages is why I am a pervert with an unusual obsession of interest in things that are feminine and cute. My complete disregard for authority and social customs and norms, coupled with my abrasiveness, is due to me being fatherless too.
Pls no copy pasterino.
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21 Jun 2014, 02:38 AM |
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Re: Why I'm kind of crazy
I call bullshit, I've heard you call your mom "mom" before, and I've heard you yell at your father using "dad"
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21 Jun 2014, 03:58 AM |
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Re: Why I'm kind of crazy
Am not gonna read this
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21 Jun 2014, 04:08 AM |
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Re: Why I'm kind of crazy
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