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Guys I found something today that I haven't felt in a while.. Most of you know I have been dealing with alot of inner problems lately feeling like I wasn't who I use to be well today I learned that the old me is still there it just was buried under alot of bullshit I didn't even realize it but it feels amazing knowing that I can still be the person I want to be when I need to be and when I push myself hard enough. I thought I lost my potential, drive, insanity, and power to create and do the things I love. Now that I know its there still feels amazing. I am trying to explain it the best I can but well when I really really wanted to do something or needed to do something deep down inside of me something would click and nothing in my path could stop me from completing my goal. I haven't been able to trigger that part of me in a long time when a few years ago it was second nature recently I would look back at my old projects and the things I did and said wow how long has it been since I have done that? Overcome a great obstacle? A LONG TIME and for a while I thought for a while I would never find it again but tonight I pushed myself well beyond my limits and out of now where I started to feel it again its insane. I know this probably doesn't make sense but just know that one of the biggest inner battles I have been fighting is over. I feel like I just put another piece of my old self back together.