[Phantom Tickles]

Here comes an emotional post, so apologies in advance. But I felt obligated to say something on this post.

For years, and years, and years I've dealt with anxiety and depression; when I'm depressed I shut down and isolate myself from everyone and everything. Mainly because I feel better when I'm alone, but also hate being alone at the same time; it's an insanely contradicting thing. Sad thing is, I'm always alone, by my own choice no less. I joined this community, this server because I felt like it could potentially help me come out of this sh***y shell of mine. I wanna be able to be more open, social, and involved with others; having fun, playing games, but I find myself having a hard time to do so. I'm still very, very new to this whole server and still don't know a whole lot of you; but I'm hoping to make more and more friends if I'm lucky enough.

Sorry for being such a drag and bring the mood down in this thread, but I felt it necessary on my end to be forthcoming and open with everybody. Something about the thread just resonated with me, like REALLY resonated. 

Anyway, sorry again about being a downer, and I hope to meet more of you and get to play some games together.