[SmG Altair]

I spent my entire childhood in my room playing games, watching tv, eating, and sleeping... that was my whole life for 18 years, now i look back and regret all the precious time i threw away.

Now im 19 and i have no skills, no talent, no friends, very few adventures outside of my room, i couldve done so much in 18 years yet i accomplished absolutely nothing, i didnt even make a lot of fun memories.

Theres nothing wrong with playing video games or watching tv, but ONLY spending your life doing one or two things... thats wrong, theres so much to explore in the world and your life is very short, you could die in 50 years or die in 5 minutes, you have no idea when youre going to die so its extremely important you accomplish as many things as you want and make fun memories youll remember forever, with or without people you care about, because you can suddenly die at any second of any day and if you never pursued the things you wanted then your whole life was for nothing.

A couple months ago i started going to a trade school so i can get my certification in welding and go build skyscrapers in the union, im gonna save up my money and travel to all 50 states, after that i want to build a nice small house with a big garage where i can work on my rides all day long, thats my dream and as long as i accomplish that dream then my life wasnt wasted.

Life isnt forever so if you have dreams make them happen before 50 years go by and its too late.

I'd like to call myself an ambivert because I like to go outside, socialise, participate in events but I also need a recharge after I'm done with it. I did make lots of memories but when I compared it with the memories my brothers had, I realised mine's just not as fun as what they had. And I felt jealous about it but right now, when I think about my past, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have the energy to actually make such awesome memories because I need my personal space as much as I need to have fun. Besides, my life isn't over yet. I'm still having fun, I'm still making memories. And I'm pretty sure you can too. I mean sure you can't recreate the kinds of fun you could've had when you were a kid, but the fun doesn't have to end with us hitting adulthood. We can have fun as long as we live. So, you go out there and have some fun, make memories good enough to brag about in the future!